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Wednesday, July 29, 2009 @ 19:43

heya, uh.. couple of things to blog today.
might as well take this chance to blog.





just read hys blog. nnd gosh.
get to noe one gerl got a crush on hym.
gosh. idk lah.. cn say iem lyk jealous.

to those who know iem refering to.
eu know who he is. go hys blog nnd check it out.

not onli mwe ok. got other gerl oso.
seriously lah,mcm sedih gitu.

ie just find hym super cute lah.
idk why, but yeah. dats mwe.

but idk if i....................
ah,just keep it to myself.
haha,its complicated uh.








some of my friends who apply to dpa.
dey got calls. so jealous lah!

dat tyme no internet so cnt apply.
so sad. mich got call frm NYP.
tourism course. hopefully she get it
despite her mistakes.

nnd YT just got a call frm NP?
yea ie forget wud course.
but ie think is film,sound&video?
or dunnoe lah.

so all the best babes.








i start to miss my childhood life.
my nonsence times in another word.

ie miss playing at the playground.
miss sleeping over at my cuzz hse,
nnd play hi-5 nnd PPG. haha.

fun times lah. but when we grow up.
ie cn see things change.
like so sad lah. ie miss the fun ie had.

primary school,play zero-point game
during recess.

ie miss waking up 5am in the mornin
just to go to school since my school
is at tampines. yea,miss dat place.

been a long time since ie've gone to
my primary school.
nnd ie see my primary school frens.

ie bet they dun even rmb mwe.
just a few. rmb dem sayin to keep in contact.
however did not.

ie see them also different.
cnt say the diff abt mwe.
ie bet the dun even recognise mwe.

cn say ie getting way fatter den when
iem in primary school. entah lah.
it seems complicated.







yea,ie cn see noe dat iem more closer
to my mom den my dad.

when ie was young iem always
siding dad. 24/7.

but now,ie see he is busy wif werk,
soccer,sepak takraw,dragon boat,
soccer coaching,bowling,badminton,
etc.

hys age may seems old but hys looks
may say it differently.

ie guess iem not his "little" girl anm lah.
ie've also grown nnd busy wif my studies.

ie even notice dat noe it my turn dat
not following my parent go out.

ie see when eu get older,things change.
for better & worst.

nowaday,he keep "hanggin' out" wif my
lil bro nnd my two younger cuzzins.

cn say dat ie envy dem lah.
my dad treat dem alot of times.
most of the time they went out oso idk abt it.

idk lah,growing up seems not a good idea
after all however lifer have to go one.

at least now iem closer to both my older
siblings nnd ie think bcox now
ie am more mature.

however,somethings are still disturbing
my mind. idk how to explain it.
its so complicated.









its just mock exam nnd ie cn feel the
stress building up now.
lyk there's no time alr.

no time to lose.
no time to get sick.
no time to even get enuf slp!

ie feel so lethargic nowaday,
if dere's a free period in my class.
or an english class.

ie'll take my chances to go to slp.
yea, ie noe ie noe iem not suppose to.
but ie have to so dat ie feel more
energized.

o level left less then 90 days.
89 to be exact!

tension keep building up.
syaz was right, chem is very complicated.
haish,how ie wish ie did pay attention
for the pass few yrs.

just now was chem mock exam!
was freaking bad lah.
ie hope ie at least get 2 digit no for
the paper.

ie cnt ans some Qn.
however some ie was confident.
but idk lah. entah2 slh jugak.








another think is dat dance.
ie miss it alot,

miss having dance workshop.
dance practise.
ye lah. org tu pon dah upgrade per.
dah ader grup sendiri.

den ie miss those dance comp.
idk lah,ie wanna go.
but sometime sumthing stop mwe.

a feeling dat...........
hmms.its complicated.

but anie feels the same way as ie do.
we miss i alot lah.

the dancing.
the dancers.
everything lah..

but kan,kdg2 lyk..
idk lah. its just dat..
uh..........
idk how to say.

nnt ckp takot org kate aku jahat
or wudever.

but klau dier ader. ie'll try my best to
go nnd support hym.
nnd also support my fren.
hee~








ok..tmr ie got geog mock exam.
so nid to revise!
development nnd a lil bout GOF.

nnd ie found a cheeaap 88 palette eyeshaddow.
wanna noe how much?
$23 aje!!!! $23 only!!!
walau! ie so wanna buy!

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