i hate it, really hate it when people give me some kind of lecture publicly.

okayy, firstly i post;

"i am jealous to those who get to travel overseas. the furthers is go was indonesia/malaysia~ :'("

i don't know why the fuck you comment such a long freaking lecture or advice for me.

you fucking make me feel that i am such a fucking BRAT~

hey, one thing why i didnt comment back on FB:

1. my dad and uncles and aunties and cousins are my FB friends.

2. my FB are not private. i got nothing to hide so yea, unlike some people. (no offence)

3.i am sick and tired when ur mom fight with my mom and all that shit. i dont wanna do that publicly.

4.its fucking social network. everyone can see it. when i mean everyone, i meant EVERYONE!

I mean seriously, what the fucking wrong with my status?

all i fucking want is to fucking travel around the world.

or at least experience it once in my life time.

ok lets go this accordingly.....

"Why must you?"

hey bitch, im expressing my fucking feeling bitch.

at least i am honest about it.

i AM jealous to those who gets to travel.

at least i admit it.

what don't tell me you don't feel jealous?

i know the rest of you ONCE will have the feeling of jealous.

like how you people thought that my family is freaking rich.

and dont try to deny it cox you and many others have said the same sentence over and over again.

'your parent rich what'

vaffanculo~

don't know our story and how much we earn it den shit the bitch off.

"Be grateful for what you have now.

Plus you're living in a comfortable home surrounded by people who love you?"

did i mention i am not? did i?

hey bitch i am fucking grateful for everything.

even the littlest thing in the world.

you may not see it or heard it.

and FYI, you one see me once a year for less than an hr.

dont talk to me as if you know me very well.

and right here is whre i get so fucked up.

you make me sound as if i am a fucking spoil brat.

you figlio di puttana.

you can call me anything and whatever.

but if you make me sound as if im a spoil brat.

that is whre i draw the line.

you have no fucking clue what i do, how i live my life.

so shut the bitch up and dont think you know me.

who the fuck are you to judge me.

i dont fucking judge you and i expect the same.

"Nak melancong jauh2?"

so what if i want to?

thats a problem?

why cant i, don tell me you dont want too?

what, you think im all about the beverly hiils 90210 and america shit?

i also do think of mecca and all.

and you dont teleport there, you TRAVEL there.

and i might say, its not two blocks away from my house.

its fucking across the world.

" Kerja dan gunakan hasil titik penat Syikin sendiri. Lebih memuaskan!"

these sentence is really fucked up.

firstly because you use malay.

eventho i am a malay, my malay is super basic.

dont try to be the hero uztaz or somthing on me.

and i have alot of problem with what you're saying here, SERIOUSLY~

1st. are you saying whatever i am doing now if not from my fucking effort?

you think im a fucking spoil brat that demands on my parent on everything?

hey, i get thru my life independently like you and dun bitch abt me.

saying i need to work and use my own effort.

i fucking did, all this while in my life.

i dont fucking suck up to my parents 24/7.

they raise me well and at the same time too, i raise myself.

not as well as my parent could, but its fucking who i am.

i did my work, i live my life the way i wanted.

i achieve something in life.

i am satisfies with myself eventho there are room for improvement.

you dont fucked up and bitch this kind of shit to me.

my parent raise me to be independent and dependable.

dont you lecture me about doing thing on my own, with my own effort

and achieve my own satisfaction.

i am not nine you idiot~

" Dan juga memberi kesedaran bahawasanya duit itu bukanlah senang dicari."

money dont come on trees blah blah blah.

bitch, i am not retarted or idiot.

i know this kind of shit.

i know money dont come easy.

why do you think i am busting my ass in school?

just for fun sake?

if possible i dont even wanna go to school.

but i know the life of this world.

not easy and high standard, esp in singapore.

i dont expect my parent to come out with the money.

you dunnoe my plan. dont bitch about it kay~

i am not some nine year old who dunnoe what this world is about.

and i REALIZE long long ago that money is not easy to come by.

i am not some gambler bitch who waste money.

you dunnow what i've gone thru with money issue.

so seriously dont think you this smart ass that knows eveyrthing.

"So, the next best thing to do is save.

All the best in your future endeavours!"

after all you shit, you decide to tame it down yea?

next best think is to save. my ass.

next best thing is to survive this world.

esp after what people has done to this world.

"Blaja rajin2, dpt kerja bgus punya then post kat fb syikin g melancong."

seiously? 'dpt kerja bagus then post kat FB shikin melancong'

dude, thats the best advice you can give me?

first thing to do whe i travel is showing ppl off that i've travel to some place.

and make ppl like me jealous also?

" It takes time. Gd stuffs wont come easy, babe!"

of course it takes time.

things dont get handed to you unless you some kind of rich kid or something.

good stuff wont come easy.

if it does, i wont be posting a status that i am jealous of those who gets to travels.

i would have traveled around the world alr.

meeting barack obama, justinbiber or whoever in the world.

and dont you BABE me after all those crap.

only my close friends can call be babe.

you can vaffanculo~

i am seriously pissed when i saw this comment. seriously.

this person make me look as if im such a spoil brat.

a person who doesnt appreciate

who doesnt earn their own achievements

who doesnt make an effort in life

those who takes things for granted

dont give me a fucking lecture how to live my life

and morals of life.

let me live my own life the way i want too.

i have plans. dont screw it up with all your bitching and yapping.

live your own life and i will with mine.