i once had/have a guy best friend.

was always there for him.

for sometime we lost touch.

and we still are but once in a while we will be in touch.

i also had another guy best friend after him.

was there when he needed me.

somehow same thing happen.

i read loves.givesmehope.com

why is it in their story, the guys are always there for their girl friends.

but here, girls are there for those guy friends.

and never was there for us girls.

that's why you could (i could) never fall in love with my guy friends.

i never had more than one guy friends i am close to, at once.

probably cox i not so open to guys. ( & sometimes with my girls too)

might have some trust issues with guys.

because to me i can never trust a guy.

when you have a close relationship with guy,

you know everything that guy does.

those goods and bad.

the only guy i trust right now is my one and only Dad~

he's a true gentlemen.

i'd love to find someone like him someday~

or probably better? :)

just waiting for that one best friend.

or that one guy that will prove me, not all guys are the same~

i'd love my future husband to be my best friend first. :D

LGMH