i want to do like this too ^

PROJECT75 will commence this year.

after much torture of words from family & friends. i decide to do this & hopefully be successful~

75 means 75kg

idk my weight now probably reach 100kg. OH-GOSH~

so i need to lose 25kg hopefully by the end of the year :D

can or cannot do it depends on me so stfu~

it's proven to be possible.

mom keeps bugging me about why don't i wanna be thin.

please, i love my body & myself.

but sometimes, enough is enough.

& every year during Hari Raya time, every house i go.

"Shikin, look how big you've grown"

no its not that they mean I've grown from a little girl.

what they mean is you've grown fatter~

that's right. they such pussy to say the actual word.

no matter how nice you try to put the sentence, it still hurts assholes.

and brother still calls me "bom bom bom bom" in some tune.

so everyday without fail he'll call me that.

it doesn't hurt that much cox i'm use to it plus he is no small dude either.

so idgaf~

i've been bullied in school throughout my secondary school

eventhough i was smaller than, if only i started this project then.

but i guess i took things the wrong way and eat my way to happiness.

most of my friends are small size so people would like say "1-0"

or i'm the bodyguard. or whatever crap.

some have the balls to call the word "gemok" (fat)

hey, i may not look like idgaf but inside i am stabbing you into a mince meat.

i swear i won't forget those people/cliques.

you should know who you are, if not. i can let you know~ :D

so i think long and hard and this year i want to lose weight.

problem is nowadays its hard to find a weighing scale that is not electronic.

seriously. so i need to buy that asap so can monitor my weight.

i've also been researching for dieting plans since last year.

so right now my plan is to adjust my body.

getting up early and sleep in time.

no skipping of meal unless fasting and less fast food.

since monday i've jotted down every single thing that i eat.

so i know how much i've ate the whole day.

i did this research and studies shows that people tend to eat less when they do this.

so why not give it a try.?

i am not doing for other people. i am doing this for myself.

i wanna live a long healthy life ahead.

i don't wanna be those people who have so many diseases due to unhealthy lifestyle.

so it's time to make a change.

and the part where i prove to people that i can lose weight is just a bonus points~

i want:

my collar bone to be seen

to see my hip bone

space between thighs when my feet are together

2 pack Abs

smaller fingers

to see my Jaw bone

no double chin

Smaller neck

no flabby arms

smaller boobs

flat belly

butt shape

hourglass body

no chubby face

i want to be able to:

Cross leg like every other girls

buy rings that fit into one size finger

to have smaller clothes

wear pants size that is easily found

buy cheaper clothing

wear shorts

do splits

do headstand

carry my own weight

Last but not least, I REALLY WANT:

to be healthy & fit

prove people that i can do it and so can they

to give a hypothetical SLAP-IN-THE-FACE to whoever made a joked/talked about my weight~

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