i don't want to end school fast,

in fact i want to continue study if i could.

i don't want to start a working life as it seems too fast.

i don't feel like starting my working life anytime soon.

at the same time, i want to end school fast.

see my dilemma here?

i want to end school so that i can get my proper sleep.

and concentrate on my healthy lifestyle

stress and lack of sleep is not helping right now.

somehow i have the feeling i am gonna fail and kick out from school~

but i just want to end and graduate and let it be done.

BUT I NEED HELP!