this is what poly is all about.

go days without sleep. yes its true.

either you are the top student or the bottom (like me)

you'll end up with sleepless nights.

before my sleeping pattern is all screw up.

i sleep at 4 or 6 am and wake up the next 2 or 3 hours later.

and during holidays, i'll be the owl in the house.

i's be the only one up all night long

and the only one sleeping in the afternoon.

it sucks that sleeping is not a priority when you start school

yet they are promoting a healthy lifestyle.

like HELLO! getting enough sleep is also part of healthy lifestyle!

for the last 2 weeks i got back to a good sleeping pattern.

i'll be asleep before midnight and wake up latest at 10:30am!

yes. it was a progress.

especially its because i put school on a break myself.

i skipped school the whole 2 weeks.

thinking to myself what have i done to myself.

which led me to having a good lifestyle

by eating right and sleeping right.

but now its all over.

since my lecturer has called me & my dad

i have to get back to school or i might fail AGAIN

and got kicked out of school.

you know that doesn't sound so bad actually.

but mom & my aunt keep lecturing about school.

not to quit or give up.

pressure is sure part of this.

so i will try my best to stay awake all night while eating right for now.

after this is over, which is in less than 5 weeks time.

i will get my sleep back hopefully.

i have one month to adjust den MOST PROBABLY

it will be all screw up when school reopen.

which i will be in year 3 then, final year.

i hope i can pull through this project.

to construct & build a life size kettle.

stupid kettle! why kettle?!

next year is what? TV?

speaking of which, next year will be doing FURNITURE.

LIFE SIZE FURNITURE that is WORKABLE!

motha-fathar!

why was i so eager to go to poly.

so NOT WORTH IT!

seriously! i wish to go back to primary school instead.

or possibly kindergarten.

HEY DESIGNER & ENGINEERS

go design time travel!

oh god, realizing that i have less than 5 weeks to do all the work

for this project really stress me up.

with no friends and no help.

i am seriously screwed one way or another.

D'X

suppose to show my 3 weeks worth of work to my lecture later.

the 3 weeks of work which i just started few hours ago~

i seriously have no motivation at all.

all i have is pressure & stress.

it sucks you don't have friends that can help you in school

like in secondary school.

okayy.. i think i better end this post or i'll keep going on and on

and don't continue my work

which i must say PATHETIC!

bye bye cruel world~