i feel lost.

i don't know what to do with my life for now.

i am not living my life.

i am not living my life to the fullest everyday~

too much thinking.

too much stress.

too much pressure.

too little time~

i don't know where i stand in my life anymore~

end.

so i survived through KFC & Mcdonald today.

BigBro ordered KFC after my dinner.

i denied & went for an hour walk instead.

then Sissy ordered Mcdonald around midnight.

i give it a pass too.

although it's so tempting.

i am so proud i denied all the fastfood.

so i checked the nutrition & calories of the fastfood.

god damn. if you learn about the calorie we suppose to have.

& the calorie we having.. oh god!

enuff said.

weight have been maintaining.

maybe because of my period.

kindda frustrating that the scale kept the same number.

but whatever.

i'm still not giving up.

family wasn't at much help either.

but i try to get through this by myself.

in the end, i know i have myself to thank for if this works.

:D