so parents weren't so supportive.

mom, decide i should not school anymore.

afraid i would be like my sis.

sure.. one mistake i made, instantly i'm like my sister.

See Kee Huat (my lecturer) i know they'll have that mindset,

doesn't matter if i know i am not my sister.

but they think it otherwise.

what happens to

" i don't care how much money is wasted, as long as you want to study"

such lies~

so now, mom wants me to find a government job.

at first i'm like.. ehh~

then like she keeps bugging me about it.

i continue to try on with the course i don't like for her sake.

i know i shouldn't.

but i am just trying to avoid situation, like this.

now she wants me to work somewhere i don't like either.

it was never my life.

she just think that was what best for me.

& what she think whats best for me, is not my way of living life.

well mom, you may have lose sis in the past.

with all her rebelliousness & runaways etc~

but now, don't be surprise if you lose me too.

someday i may not want to stick around.

you walk out on us once.

but i never let you to & search for you with sis & lil bro.

i will never want to walk out on you.

for now, i am just not sure about it.

i can't even face her now.

don't even wanna look at her face or be near her for a moment.

i just want to keep a distant.

but heck, working at the airport under Cisco security is not bad either.

can earn money then travel around the world by myself.

i'll be much more happier then.

will update what happen next,

in my complicated life~