He's officially back. Wont be lying wishing i could be excited to tell u about this day. But as months goes by. U mean less to me & my life. Still love u. I never lie about that. But the fact that i stop caring and stop to falling for you has been what i need all this while.

The week before the month. The mood swings. The cravings. The stupidity. I will find myself thinking of u. But maybe he can finally fill that spot again of being the only gentlemen in my life. You were not there when i needed u the most while he's been there all my life. He's not perfect but he is the kind of man im looking for in my future partner. Mistakes here and there. But the love is always consistent.

Im glad my life is finally complete again. I need noone else. Until the right person comes in. Other than that and other stuff going on despite the good news. Im blessed as ever to where Allah has put me in and put me through. In the end, i know who deserves to be in my life. Why i like to keeo my circle of humans small because even with little amount of people around you, you still cant be 100% sure they will be there for u throughout.

That again. Lets end with me being happy. Getting back on track in life and thinking about me and my only future. Maybe in few months time. Meet someone new who i can share my life with and unexpectedly take it to the next level. Maybe someone whom i meet in the middle of my adventure. Who knows. He might be all the way across the world for all i care! Haha.