Ya Allah, give me strength to live my life as you planned. Give me patience to handle everyone you plan that crosses my path. Give me time to give more love to everyone that i met. Lastly, forgive me for all my sins as i know i am not a good muslimah. i know the consequences for what i did to myself, i try not to inflict others with my sins. May you be patient with me cox im still finding my way to you. Everyone i ever care about will disappoint me in every way they can. I feel empty and not needed sometimes. Somehow i find my way going back to them cox i always believe in them in ways people wont understand. Just like how i will always believe in you.